this is so gross but i wonder if you have.
i miss your bed a lot.
i swear to god i got more sleep in the few hours i was at your house than the constant interrupted nightmarish hell i try to get in my own bed. there was something about being next to you that was just nice and felt good.
i hope one day i get to again. i never slept next to someone without moving at all. i dont cuddle. that was weird.
i hate that i keep processing and thinking and chewing on this situation. it wont make you want to talk to me. i know how guys work. you thrive on the chase. why chase something that is right behind you?
i dont want to be here. i know where i want to be but that's unrealistic.
maybe tonight ill sleep in audrey's new big kid bed with her instead.
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