i really ought to be doing homework right now, but i can't focus. in an hour or so, a resident will be waking up thinking it's a weekday and expecting me to get him ready for work. i might as well not get too invested in studying. also, my mind is elsewhere tonight/this morning.
i find myself growing up already this year and it's just begun. it's about time honestly. i'm nearly 29 and mentally function like a 15 year old most days.
i have many demons to tackle this year. one thing at a time though.
i'm all about making the right decision though and making sure things don't come back to haunt me... no matter how tempting it is to lie and do wrong things sometimes.