im nearing the end of this little experiment and holy shit it has done amazing things for me. i am in a great place mentally and emotionally and i cant say that i have been here in a very long time. i dont know if i can say EVER actually. so with one day left after making up for the past 3 days, im really looking forward to seeing these things the next time im feelin not so up and up.
day 27: im tough. i keep takin punches and kicks from life in the forms of various things. i dont have it easy ... i never have. but the important thing is that i don't quit. i push. and i put my head down and just keep going. it may be pouring rain on my head and im getting soaked and im cold, or it may be super hot and i have a really steep hill to climb and im out of water.... i don't quit. i push until i make it.
day 28: i am confident. i can say this NOW, and no it's not every day, but... i know who i am now. maybe this little experiment had something to do with it but.... at least i know ME.
day 29: im humble. yeah yeah yeah not a very humble thing to say, but i am. of course i have my bad day like everyone else but i never think ive "made it" and am "complete." i think life is a journey and there's always room to grow and learn and change. in fact, i love change. it's the most uncomfortable, necessary, exciting adventure.
ONE MORE DAY! i wonder if i could keep this going for 30 MORE days!