man i suck at being timely with this but.... i said im gonna do it, and do it i shall.
day 5: i am smart. i sell myself so short but i am really smart. maybe not in every subject but.... i understand a lot more than i let on.
day 6: i am peaceful. i really just want everyone to get along and be friends and be happy. i'll do whatever it takes to make sure everyone is ok.
day 7: i am accommodating. again, i just want everyone to be ok, so if that means putting myself and my wants aside... i'll do it.
day 8: i am adventurous. i like to learn new things and see new places and try new things. im never content to just go with my normal routine. i like and thrive on change.
day 9: i am selfless. i don't come anywhere in my own life. my priority is not myself. from sun up to sun down i am constantly giving to everyone else. i take care of my residents, audrey, my house, my school work.... i dont fit in and while that could be draining, and is, i think it is great that some days i forget to shower and eat because everyone else comes first.
day 10: i am creative. i have a lot of silly ideas running through my brain and have no shame in trying them out.
day 11: i am helpful. i always like to make sure everyone else's load is a bit lighter. i always like to go the extra mile for everyone else.
day 12: i have a really sweet personality. and i think that's what makes me physically pretty. i have a big heart and let it show on my sleeve. while that sometimes gets me into trouble, i think it is what makes me pretty though. i just let it all show, hide nothing, and what i have to show is pretty sweet.
again, this isnt meant to sound braggy. i really am just learning to love myself for who i am and what i have, not who i want to be and what im not. this is helpful and is finally bringing me the self confidence i was lacking.