nap fail in my car post-work/pre-class turned into this monstrosity....
all i keep thinking is painfully exposed in patterns of right and wrong
carefully crafted assumptions make their way to the surface of my cerebral cortex
in line with what i know, doubt becomes the obvious solution
my drug of choice isnt available til after 10am
need to find a better way to cope with this reckless mix of emotions
a solid place to stand my ground in a battle not even worth finding
no point in choosing sides because it all ends up in the same place
arms around these knobby knees, head down watering the earth beneath me
sometimes i see right through this game you play and dont feel my time is worth these tests to take
but then i remember fragments of words spoken...
the passion of a few kisses feels like moments stolen
my battle lies in the dreamlike haze of watching our naked skin beneath the sheets
hearing racing pulses in place of gunshots
but both equally present the same opportunity for wounds and damage
fragile frame, this mess you made all because you cant silence the voices in your own brain
overassuming, disbelieving any positive advance, you call it scheming
cant see anything for what it may be
cant find the beauty in the storm impending
you give way and deprive your brain of the sleep it craves,
forcing it to run away with the abusive lover, your inner insane
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