a bit of help

maybe it was a bit of sleep.
maybe it was cleaning out my car after 4 months.
maybe it was processing things after a bit of coffee.

i dont need your drama.
2012 was supposed to be a drama free year for me.
whether your ex is leading you on which makes you hope or whether you simply are realizing your mistakes and wanting a do-over, still not healthy.
you were right.
you do need to be alone.

and i hope if youre reading this, you don't think that it's YOU im upset over and missing and whatever.  i just cant stand being stupid and duped and lied to.  i hate that this doesnt phase you one bit.

i hate that you couldnt tell me to my face.
those are your hurdles to cross and demons to battle.