i heard a motorcycle revving outside my house and for a second, for a second i thought he was here to say he was sorry. for a second i thought my hoping wasnt futile and in vain.
no one was there though. so i felt a little stupid.
i didn't cry today though. i did feel a little sad and probably ate enough for a family of 7, but i didn't cry.
i still have hope and still wonder if he thinks about me. i still wonder if his schedule will calm down and he'll remember talking with me and what he said and how we both felt. for now it's just a question in my mind and a nagging thought tugging at my heartstrings.
my being sad and eating wont bring him back. time will tell. that's all i have is time. time and hope.
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